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I suddenly felt that love was so strange that I could not understand it at all. I thought loving a person was to do everything I could do for him, no matter how much the costs were and what kind of the counterpart was. I knew clearly that there would be no result between us, I still fell in love with him crazily and was out of control. I worked in a brushless rc car motors factory and was always absent-minded during the working time at the thought of him. I could not understand myself sometimes. I knew that it was me who would be injured in the end, but I still loved him and missed him every day. I rode my electric bicycle after work and went to his working place to have a look at him quietly without his knowing. I would be very content if I could meet him and his face. This was love and I did not know how to express it. I would get off the motorized bicycle and stood far away from him and stared at him carefully. It was enough for me being able to gaze at him in a far distance.